- me: i want a hot body
- me: does absolutely nothing to achieve this
This is me. Like, all the time.
Why do guys always seem to go after the skinny girls? Little things like jokes about weight never used to bother me, but I’m starting to see more and more how the power or words and jealousy can affect people with low self-esteems. Like myself. Even the Army says girls are fat if they reach a certain weight for their height. (5’4, 153lbs: I am over weight.)
It’s getting to the point where I want to go balls-deep in the whole starving-yourself deal. I hate my jelly rolls. I hate my muffin top. I hate my body and curse my slower metabolism. I HATE FOOD. I hate that I LOVE it so much. I hate that I need it. I hate that I recognize all of this.
And I hate that, once again, I’m over reacting and causing myself undue stress. Again.
(I’m in-between average and chubby.)
I update more when I’m depressed.. and guess what? Here I am, at Tumblr since I have fuckin no one else to talk to. My best friend dont even wanna hear what I have to say. And who am I to force this on him or EJ or any of you actually reading this- although I know no one ever does.
I’m so fucking sick of everything. I hope this is just my PMS talking.
The video is hilarious… But her voice sounds like a mans! LOL.
BRIGHT-ON BEACH Glowing bioluminescent plankton in the tide line washes up onto a beach on Vaadhoo Island.
I highly encourage EVERYONE to read this, and remember love. Always love.